Another sweet baby gone too soon 💔

On March-22-23 we experienced the heartbreak of losing another sweet baby. We thought this baby was another precious boy. We decided to name him Kieran Lane McCoy. I had the feeling I was pregnant again and was waiting to take a pregnancy test. I was nauseous, fatigued, had heartburn, craved watermelon, had tender breasts, insomnia, shortness of breath. I've also been very spicy and emotional like I have been with all of my pregnancies. I must've gotten pregnant immediately after our pregnancy with Evan. I feel like we haven't even gotten to heal from losing Evan. Now we have to heal from the loss two babies. We were not trying for Kieran as we haven't tried for any of our children. We let them come to us naturally when they are ready. This was our little one. Another sweet little one to sit in my lap and ask me to read his favorite book to him one hundred times over. Another sweet baby to lay on my chest and watch him as he sleeps. Another precious child to happily splash in the bath after getting messy from his favorite meal, and to fill our home with more adorable baby giggles and lots of toys. Kieran made us a wonderful family of seven, His Daddy, Myself, Jarred, Colter, John Wesson, Evan, and himself. It's crazy to think we have 5 kids now. It hurts me so much that Jarred, Evan and, Kieran were born too soon. They would've been perfect just like Colter and John Wesson are. Kieran was ripped from life too early, and almost left us without a trace. He is loved beyond measure and will always be remembered.