I wasn't even suppose be able and get pregnant and found out I was going to be a mom of the most handsome charming baby boy when I was 3 months pregnant. Our son Harlem was born November 28th 2022 with CDH and Alcapa,two very rare disorders. Even when everyone thought he wasn't going to pull through after a code blue, he pulled through and everyone said he had so much personality and was so happy because of me...he was just as in love with me as I was him. I didn't want to give up on him but they had to remove him from life support March 28th 2023. Something went wrong during a procedure and his lung was ruptured. His dad lost his job to be there and everything. We literally lost everything. I lost my heart. I miss my baby so much every day.

What Has Helped You Heal?

I still haven't. And I'm not sure I ever will.

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